Thursday, December 29, 2011

Wow, so it's almost 2012.

And I haven't posted a blog since September. *sigh*

I guess it's mostly because not much has changed. I'm still weirdly sad about nothing, and I still miss my friend. I mean, I've been having such a horrible time with this weird sickness that no one can seem to figure out. I've been to a couple specialist and had a whole bunch of tests done, but apparently there is absolutely nothing wrong with me. I've just been extremely dizzy since April for no reason.

I haven't had anyone to really talk to since my friend left at the end of August. I mean I used to just have weird awesome conversations with him about nothing, and it would just make me feel better about everything. Since he transferred stores I've, just, felt like I have to hold everything in. I miss having that person around that I didn't have to pretend with, and I have no one to replace him with because my other friends really want to listen to me complain about being sick. It's like they think I'm just talking for no reason.

I don't know, I'm just looking forward to 2011 being over and hopefully 2012 goes a lot better.

Honestly it can only go up from here.