And I haven't posted a blog since September. *sigh*
I guess it's mostly because not much has changed. I'm still weirdly sad about nothing, and I still miss my friend. I mean, I've been having such a horrible time with this weird sickness that no one can seem to figure out. I've been to a couple specialist and had a whole bunch of tests done, but apparently there is absolutely nothing wrong with me. I've just been extremely dizzy since April for no reason.
I haven't had anyone to really talk to since my friend left at the end of August. I mean I used to just have weird awesome conversations with him about nothing, and it would just make me feel better about everything. Since he transferred stores I've, just, felt like I have to hold everything in. I miss having that person around that I didn't have to pretend with, and I have no one to replace him with because my other friends really want to listen to me complain about being sick. It's like they think I'm just talking for no reason.
I don't know, I'm just looking forward to 2011 being over and hopefully 2012 goes a lot better.
Honestly it can only go up from here.
AND THAT IS THE END OF THE STORY
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Yeah, I feel you, I have a friend like that who left not too long ago. Still comes around once or twice a year, but the rest of the time it's just not quite the same. Kinda sucks, but so long as you make an effort to keep in touch, things should work out.
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You should know that however you are feeling your words have global reach, Im sat in a completely different continent in a seperate timezone and your words can touch me. That is power in and of itself. I'm sure they have already ruled this out but I was compelled to write because my old room mate had symptons similar to yours, it turned out to be labyrinthitis (hey, at least it sounds cool I guess) http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Labyrinthitis might be worth looking into. I dont know you and I never will but I love you, from one human being to another, I love you.
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